Alone

I just wanna feel ok when I'm alone
Tired of this shame
Latching onto my soul
Tryna move past this and grow but I Don't know
How not to say that's who I am when I don't grow
I don't change I don't grow
Repeat the sin and I know
Gotta confess and change but I feel Like I failed though
Battles gone but the war
Has energy that's for sure
The spirit fights for me I'm no longer Alone

Fighting with my feelings in the night
They attackin'
Knowing they are lies
But my strength
It is lackin'
So I reach out, touch his robe then
I'm back in
He died for me me now I'm all in
Whatchu telling me that I am
Effective
Honestly I'd consider calling
It an infection
Cause the moment that I pause to Look at art
I fall apart
Comparisons the standard that
We all fall short to
I compare myself and everybody else
Somehow they're perfect
I'm worthless
This BS in my eyes and my heart
I read Gods words but the fear and Doubt it don't leave I need sleep
God please

I just wanna feel ok when I'm alone
Tired of this shame
Latching onto my soul
Tryna move past this and grow but I Don't know
How not to say that's who I am when I don't grow
I don't change I don't grow
Repeat the sin and I know
Gotta confess and change but I feel Like I failed though
Battles gone but the war
Has energy that's for sure
The spirit fights for me I'm no longer Alone

On Late nights I dream that
I'm Alright
But I know I'm not
I feel trapped inside the prison
Of my mind
It's not hot
Got that sad pop vibe
Like Khalid and Elish
I rock
Self improvement's something
We don't wanna say we got

Worship God my life is his
Read passages to Ephesus
I'm Going through corinthians
I back track to go right back to him
Right back to him

This life ain't easy
The promise ain't to please me
Like Beasley I take the messages
I hear from God
And try to tell world
The truth

I just wanna feel ok when I'm alone
Tired of this shame
Latching onto my soul
Tryna move past this and grow but I Don't know
How not to say that's who I am when I don't grow
I don't change I don't grow
Repeat the sin and I know
Gotta confess and change but I feel Like I failed though
Battles gone but the war
Has energy that's for sure
The spirit fights for me
I'm no longer alone

Truth is I feel alone
Hardly seen and never known
I guess I'll reap the seed
That's never sown
And weep until loneliness
Is fully grown
It's a leach and
I can't beat it on my own
It's a beast with its teeth
Deep in my bones
Loneliness a leviathan
The lions den
I'm lying in
The boat I'm in
Is sinking in
Seems so loud when it's so quiet
I feel so low and I can't hide it
Loneliness I just can't fight it
At least not alone ain't that ironic
Ain't that ironic
Truth is how I feel ain't always true
God I'm seen and known by you
They threw me in the fire
But there were two
Lord you give me peace
In all I do
Your death is my rescue

I just wanna feel ok when I'm alone
Tired of this shame
Latching onto my soul
Tryna move past this and grow but I Don't know
How not to say that's who I am when I don't grow
I don't change I don't grow
Repeat the sin and I know
Gotta confess and change but I feel Like I failed though
Battles gone but the war
Has energy that's for sure
The spirit fights for me
I'm no longer alone



Credits
Writer(s): Luke Gibson, Brett Kirk
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