Deep in His Mind

Deep in his mind
He feel everything different, he traumatized
Pills in his body, he finna cry
Breakdown, grab the trigger, he ready to shoot but why?

He can't pull the trigger, he ready to die
He scared of his last breath
What's finna happen when it comes to the last breath?
Will he go to heaven or hell? He don't even know yet, fuck that

He takin' pills, hoping he suicides
He really wanna die but he dont even know why
Soul traumatized inside, feelin' so much pain
Can't you see he wanna blow out his brains

Stress on top of stress, wondering what's coming next
20 year old nigga wanna apartment and a check
Verbally broken down, wondering what's coming next
Wondering what's gonna happen when he get a big check

Oh wait, it already happened, 300k in the bank
And all the snake niggas came and they wanted to play
Nice Cameo that he drivin' and the money they take
Then it all went away where the friends go and shit

Where his friends go and shit?
Where the money go nigga, yeah, you wondering it
Where the money go, man?

Up on the phone with his nigga
Tellin' him he wanna blow his brains out
His friend tellin' him calm down lil nigga
You gotta get the money, grind and make the moves now

Makin' him think, makin' him realize
Angels, demons in his life
Cut off, part ties now, he gettin' money, finna drive
Get a nice lil' apartment and he stack it to the sky fo' sho'

Deep in his mind
He a different type of person, he different, he want the money
He want that money bad 'cause he tired of being bummy
He wanna flex on niggas who left him out there just starvin'

Deep in his mind
He still stressed the fuck out, he wonderin' what he finna do
Whats the next move? What the fuck this nigga finna do?
How he finna get that money, pay rent and shit, you know