Special

Special, I just want you to know you're special
I'm just waiting on God to bless you
Having dreams of my granny, n-
F- what they sayin' lil' n-, go hard for the family

They tellin' me I came too far to ever think about goin' back
Like, wait a minute, stop right there, look where you at
There's only one of you, you can't help everybody and that's a fact
Just stick to yourself and keep on running up them racks
Well okay, I'm cool with that
And you can't hold that gun 'round me if you ain't no fool with that
And you can't hit this blunt if you ain't help create the pack
I'ma say I love you 'cause I really love you, just don't say it back
'Cause I been hurt before by something I loved in the past

Soon as you put your trust in a n-, they do you bad
I ain't leading the race but I ain't in last
I'm with Baby Tay if I ain't in class
And if they got smoke, that sh- be gas
And 'bout no -, I ain't goin' out sad
Them speakin' on me, don't make me mad
I just put shawty on your a-
Ayy, 1-6 mad, that's when the bad gone
Just get his - on
I ain't talk to hustlers since she blocked my last phone

I heard she move on
Ever since then, I been tryna find somebody I can do wrong
But I can do bad all by myself
I don't need no b-, I don't need no help
Double the racks, I need more belts
New chopper for lil' one 'cause he gon' step
I be worried for him 'cause he like Steph
Pull up and shoot from anywhere
They hope out on women and babies
They saw us, I saw it too but they wouldn't dare
But it's okay when you playin' fair
'Cause you can't breathe without no air

They tellin' me I came too far to ever think about goin' back
Like, wait a minute, stop right there, look where you at
There's only one of you, you can't help everybody and that's a fact
Just stick to yourself and keep on running up them racks
Well okay, I'm cool with that
And you can't hold that gun 'round me if you ain't no fool with that
And you can't hit this blunt if you ain't help create the pack
I'ma say I love you 'cause I really love you, just don't say it back
'Cause I been hurt before by something I loved in the past

You gon' change on me, do it fast
It's okay, I'm cool with your decision
I been by my lonely for a minute
Social distancing before the pandemic
Like why the call me on some gimme sh-
Like, "Gimme that and gimme this"
Same ones, they ain't never gave me sh-

I don't get it, I'm numb, I don't feel it
Teacher asked me why my notebook said "No Pity"
'Cause when I leave this schoolhouse, baby, that's how I'm livin'
Hop on the bus back to the trenches
Ay, I got love for all these n-
They screaming gang, it ain't the same
For whatever you want you can call a n-

Even with my flaws, I never showed a flow
Never let 'em see you sweat, what I was told
Gotta live by that without a doubt
B-, I did all this without a scout
Still down to f- a n- spouse
Still tryna send 762s in house and run his mouth

They tellin' me I came too far to ever think about goin' back
Like, wait a minute, stop right there, look where you at
There's only one of you, you can't help everybody and that's a fact
Just stick to yourself and keep on running up them racks
Well okay, I'm cool with that
And you can't hold that gun 'round me if you ain't no fool with that
And you can't hit this blunt if you ain't help create the pack
I'ma say I love you 'cause I really love you, just don't say it back
'Cause I been hurt before by something I loved in the past

Special, I just want you to know you're special
I'm just waiting on God to bless you
Having dreams of my granny, n-
F- what they sayin' lil' n-, go hard for the family