Walls and Adderall

Can we talk about the time gone by
Cracks in walls, and Adderall filled nights
Could you see the light behind my eyes
The one that promised I'll never lie again

Do you recall the summertime outside
Mosquito bites, and staying though the night
We couldn't speak cuz our tongues were tied
I couldn't even lie if I tried

And perhaps, these words will make a sound
And relapse into past of my mistakes
But with age, the sound got too loud
Distorted every image of this town
And, all I see is black and darker grey

What did you expect on the other side
The grass was never greener, it just lives and died
But I, could never blame you for the time
Picking up the pieces of a fragmented mind
I can't

I just wanna rest my head wherever you call home
The stars align and the planets find
That we were meant to be alone
Rest my head next to your aching bones
I just wanna rest my head

Staring holes through your bedroom floor
I don't know why I'm here, Its never been clear before
If change is what we needed what else is change for
Would we need to change if I could just be more