I Lost Myself

I was on a chain
You would string along
Doing what you say
Going where you want
Keeping to myself
Everything I thought
Saying that you're right
Even when you're not
Dealing with it all
Hopin' you would change
Giving up on me
Settling for things
Feeling all the pain
No one should ever feel
But now you're gone and I'm healed

I lost my myself
But found my health
When I lost you
Though you didn't
Do nothin' but lie
Never really tried
Now you wanna hit me on the phone
Cause you're lonely
I lost my myself
But found my health
When I lost you
Though you didn't
Ever give enough
Ever show me love
Now you wanna get me in a room
Cause you're lonely

Another long night
After long night
Thinking where you at
Why you screening my
Fuckin phone calls
Said your phone's off
Dead battery
Or you dozed off
That's when I told myself
It's a dead end
If I stay here
Then I can't win
And I won't live
And I won't love
And I won't be me

I lost my myself
But found my health
When I lost you
Though you didn't
Do nothin' but lie
Never really tried
Now you wanna hit me on the phone
Cause you're lonely
I lost my myself
But found my health
When I lost you
Though you didn't
Ever give enough
Ever show me love
Now you wanna get me in a room
Cause you're lonely

And I don't feel the pain
I don't have a reason
I feel so alive
Without you by my side
And I don't feel a thing
I'm just glad I'm breathing
I'm proud I can thrive
Without you by my side

I lost my myself
But found my health
When I lost you
Though you didn't
Do nothin' but lie
Never really tried
Now you wanna hit me on the phone
Cause you're lonely
I lost my myself
But found my health
When I lost you
Though you didn't
Ever give enough
Ever show me love
Now you wanna get me in a room
Cause you're lonely
I lost my myself
But found my health
When I lost you
Though you didn't
Do nothin' but lie
Never really tried
Now you wanna get me all alone
Cause you're horny