Into Dust

Clarity, doesn't come so easily
Might for you but it don't for me
How'd I mess this up
You know I'd pretend
That I don't feel so bothered by this
Fill a cup and I'd drown it in
As I replace my blood
And I'd never solve a thing
And ignore what's eating me
Stay in hiding like that's what I deserve
Cuz I don't know when to stay, or when I should walk away
Unfortunately out of all this hurt, all I've learned is

I don't want no love, I keep that closed up
I'm terrified that I'm just never gonna be enough
I don't want no love, I tried more than once
Cuz I take diamonds in my hands and crush them into dust
Oh, Oh, Oh
Diamonds into dust
Oh, oh, oh
Diamonds into

Tell me tell me do you pick up arms
Load your automatics to protect your heart
Stop the love before it ever starts, yeah
Tell me do you try to hide your flaws
Terrified maybe they will learn to talk
And they'll reveal all of your damaged parts
Well you are not alone, darling
Those feelings just grow, on me
Swalling me whole, hardly
Anybody knows, cuz nobody gets close
I won't drag you down this road
Because as I said before, before, before

I don't want no love, I keep that closed up
I'm terrified that I'm just never gonna be enough
I don't want no love, I tried more than once
Cuz I take diamonds in my hands and crush them into dust
Oh, Oh, Oh,
Diamonds into dust
Oh, oh, oh
Diamonds into

I can't feel what I felt before
When I watched you walk out my door
I can't feel that anymore
I'm too broken to play that game
I only have myself to blame
And I don't want more of the same

I don't want no love, I keep that closed up
I'm terrified that I'm just never gonna be enough
I don't want no love, I tried more than once
Cuz I take diamonds in my hands and crush them into dust
Oh, Oh, Oh
Diamonds into dust
Oh, oh, oh
Diamonds Into Dust