Bad Timing

Goin' and flowin' and showin' em' all i can do it
Pursuing and moving in style and
Panic it gets in this the way and i stay in my room suffocating all day and I'm tired
Been up for days yeah i been up for days and I pace
Feeling my heart when it race
Feeelin my heart as it pace
Never can stay in one place
Never can stay in one place

Maybe there's a way to make it
Even if it's raining
I can go get my umbrella go to Get Go til it's safe and damn I pray
That there's a day where I can Undo all my wrongs
Man i pray I have the voice and words to put it in a song

I put on a mask a brave face
Hoping it all goes away
Up in my room and in pain
Spiraling out in my brain

No I won't lose my grip or quit equipped with
Matches, flares are lit
I'll pick up all the pieces where is Jesus when my demons slick

Scar tissue
I need a tissue
Don't know my issue
Used to pinch you
Now i've been pulling
I think i miss you

I wanted safe, why i play with flames
I needed paper
Was a chaser, now a waiter
I don't fuck around with favors

I'm tryna find my way back
I'm tryna find my way back
Tryna find my way back
I'm tryna find my way
I'm tryna find my way
I'm tryna find my way back
Oh
I'm tryna find my way back (Oooh)
Tryna find my way back
I'm tryna find my way
I'm tryna find my way
I'm tryna find my way
Oh

Feelin my heart as it growing
Cover it up never show it
I can't bring myself to approach him
I'm only good in small doses

Flowin in my brain and hummin', cookin' in the kitchen

Doing dishes with the kisses, I admit it
Daamn i miss it

I shouldn't have did
I shoulda just quit
Wanna go back
I'm having a fit
I'm pleading the 5th
Guess that's what i get
For messin' wit nature cuz Nature'a bitch

I recklessly experimented
Thinking that i wouldn't dent it
Thinking i'll just go repent and
Get back to my ways of penting
All them issues, kept it moving
Get some booze avoid the tissues
I'm obsessing everything thing
All my woes and broken dreams
CPAP needa cheap back, yeah i need hope
Cause i never sleep
Bad news, didn't need that, then i relapsed
And i can't breathe

I fear That I couldn't adapt
Praying my voice coming back...
Why did i fuck up my face? I used to be happy what hap
How could i do what she does? I always struggled, maintain
Now I can't walk in the sun
And i used to dance in the rain

Man it's always BAD timing
Damn i wish i could rewind it
Damn i wish i wasn't declining
Bad luck i always find it

I'm tryna find my way back
I'm tryna find my way back

Tryna find my way back
I'm tryna find my way
I'm tryna find my way
I'm tryna find my way back
Oh oooh
I'm tryna find my way back
Oooh Oh
Tryna find my way back
I'm tryna find my way
I'm tryna find my way
I'm tryna find my way

Oh oooh
Oh oooh
Oh oooh
Oh oooh

I'm tryna find my way back
I'm tryna find my way back
I'm tryna find my way back
I'm tryna find my way back
Oh