Quiddity

Terror horror panic anxiety
Intense fear can't let anybody see
Turbulent storm hurricane tornado
It's a rumble deep inside
My soul about to explode
Betrayal lies trickery and vitriol
Maddening disenchanting
Mind numbing chasing all
Reality down a tunnel
Leaves me succumbing
No connection no joy
No love no peace
These are the things
That are killing me

Restrained and tied up
Shackled and silenced
Desperately wanting
To turn off the violence

Promises made
That were never ever kept
Meant to be but now just tears
Gathered in his cup
Promises for peace and love
And joy were all just lies
Woven deep inside of untruths
Delivered by a boy
So terror horror panic
And anxiety is what is left
And they take over my mind
One day at a time
Sickness dizziness nausea pain Churning around nothing matters
I can't keep holding this shit down

An existence, it's dry as a desert
And nothing, nothing there
Quenches it's thirst
There up ahead
Is an oasis to temp me
All, I see...
But it makes nothing... it works
Promises made that were
Never meant to be kept
Now they're just tears
Gathered in his cup
So terror and horror and panic
And anxiety what the fuck is left
They are all taking over my mind
One cell at a time...



Credits
Writer(s): Jennifer Mackert
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