Cinder Blocks

I try to focus on the good that's in my life
My thoughts slip dimensions
The darkness then arrives
Spiral down my conscious drops and takes a dive
I'm falling to demise
Never felt less Alive
Nose dive straight to darkness
Eyes open but they can't harness
Reality in front of me
I'm crazy it's insanity
Feel like I don't got this
I'm on this but to be honest
The lies of delusions illusion thoughts to be forgotten
Sometimes they get the best of me
Take tolls on personality
Create false realities
How can I even live happily
Medicate and meditate
Run sprints to exorcise my demons
The battles I've fought with my thoughts
Feel real and uneven
Doesn't matter how it hits or how it feels
I have to hit back harder
Cuz I only have two options that are real
It's die or live to my potential
When I fall I'll get back up
Stronger than before
My demons want a battle
I'll give em a war

I've got cinder blocks tied to my feet
I've got cinder blocks tied to my feet
I've got cinder blocks tied to my feet
I've got cinder blocks tied to my feet
And I'm sinking into the darkness of the depths
The darkness of the depths
Sinking to the darkness of the depths
I try my best to swim up the weight's heavy and intense

I've got cinder blocks tied to my feet
And I'm sinking into the darkness of the depths
I try my best to swim up the weight's heavy and intense
Somehow I make it to the surface every time
Unless you know that line
You have no clue the strength it takes to make it to the top
Just to take a breathe
As you stare at death
I feel she's always been a companion
Understanding conception
Essence of an ending
It's just a beginning
Absent of religion
The realistic image of the definition
It's a rendition of my perspective and my mission
Despite me feeling distant
Cuz no one ever listens
I take my burdens and flip em
I rip em up and make a vision
What's up demons, I'm the devil
God within, I'm a rebel
Call me trouble, take my flaws
Make them great, on the double
Wanna hate, don't care at all
Another level, feel the weight
Rise above all, can't fall
Know my fate, so I stand tall
Same thing bringing me down
Making me feel I'm gonna drown
Same thing will make me run a town
Same thing that makes me fearless in this underground
Success is bound to happen
Any other option is too grim mention
Will not fail for something
All or nothing
When I die I'm gonna die a legend
These demons can shove it
Cuz I love this opportunity to rise above it
Godda rough it to find the diamond beneath the rubble
Thoughts are troubled
As I stand 6 feet looking down
And I hold the shovel

I've got cinder blocks tied to my feet
I've got cinder blocks tied to my feet
I've got cinder blocks tied to my feet
I've got cinder blocks tied to my feet
And I'm sinking into the darkness of the depths
The darkness of the depths
Sinking to the darkness of the depths
I try my best to swim up the weight's heavy and intense

Somehow I make it to the surface every time
Somehow I make it to the surface every time



Credits
Writer(s): Cameron Sherman
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