Fourteen

I stay up all night
Never said I want it this way
Your sweetest advice
Never heeded but I loved the taste

I was just another left behind and breathless
But if I close my eyes might not be so senseless

How long 'til I go in search of
Something more inside
I won't take offense, I won't think about it, no no

I'm no different now
Maybe just a bit more insane
But I can't keep coming back down
Every time you call my name

So much higher
I've been flying now
So long it feels like
I never knew the ground
Higher still yet
Now I remember
The only thing beneath my feet were my own fears and doubts

I want to be somewhere living feels right
I was so confident everything's working to get us there
But the harder I try the harder I fall again
Feeling like I want to make a change so bad
I want to see it all come together like I've been dreaming of
Am I the only one who cares?
I feel it all alone
I feel it when I know I shouldn't feel so bad

So much higher
I've been flying now
So long it feels like
I never knew the ground
Higher still yet
Now I remember
The only thing beneath my feet were my own fears and doubts

So much higher
I've been flying now
So long it feels like
I never knew the ground
Higher still yet
Now I remember
The only thing beneath my feet were my own fears and doubts