Stuck

Said
No no, no no no
No no no
I said
No no, no no no
No no no

I don't why I been stuck in my mind
Imma detach and rewind
Imma play it cool for a while and
Just act like I don't even feel it inside
Imma be me and just see where it leads
Maybe it'll mean that I'm fine, yeah
I don't know why I just wanna be free
And my conscious is telling me lies

Said
No no, no no no
No no no
I said
No no, no no no
No no no
I said
No no, no no no
No no no
I said
No no, no no
No no no

I don't know why but the meds don't help
Can't get 'em off of the shelf
And my doctor just told me to go a therapist
Said it'd be good for my health
But I don't like people I don't like talkin'
With all of her questions I switch up the topic
All of my answers are making me nauseous
I overreact it and makes me exhausted
She says that I'm clinically depressed and I'm anxious
I'm a mess and I'm shameless
And I'm tested with patience
So honestly guess that I'm just so stressed that I'm brainless
I'll say it with my chest I'm abrasive
So let me address all the statements
Wanna be the best or the greatest but
How the fuck could I digest being famous?

Said
No no, no no no
No no no
I said
No no, no no no
No no no
I said
No no, no no no
No no no
I said
No no, no no
No no no

I just want a day where I'm happy
I just want a day where I'm laughing
Cause every single day that I'm having is fucking ridiculous how can this happen?
Wanna understand where the anger begins
Then I wanna know where it ends
Cuz when I go out and I see all my friends
They telling me not to pretend, yeah
Do you understand the mentality that gives me?
Makes me get the sprite in the whiskey 
It makes me wanna race in the street when I'm tipsy
And barrel my whip going sixty
But if I did that then I wouldn't be remembered
Wouldn't be the man that I could be
But if I really did then nobody that I know
Could ever say that I died as a pussy, yeah
Fuck
Is that what I care about?
I don't know