Toast to Growth

While the beat play, while the weed blaze, I say my prayers for each day
He say, she said, fuck that we fed we fine
We search we spread we find, we burgeon every rhyme
I'm findin' purpose, lines emergin' and they urge my weary mind
Believe in what you want but please appease your need to grow
I beat my demons once and now I'm breathin' on my own, whoa
Really I'm a old soul, learned this from the old school
PDX we coastal, grindin' like we supposed to
I fit my bed between the microphone and mixer
This psychotropic tripper switched the focus of the picture
I been known to sip the liquor but it's no addiction
Just another crutch, roll it up, let the smoke hit you

Here's a toast to growth, yeah
Toast to growth, toast to growth
Here's a toast to growth, yeah
Toast to growth, toast to growth
Here's a toast to all the times I got in my feelings
With no help found proper healing
Now I'm sippin' on this drink
And I ain't trippin'

Apathetic, that's pathetic, man forget it
Mood fluctuate like "true, fuck today" (Fuck today, fuck today)
What to say? Would love to say that love's in vain but nah it ain't
What's worthwhile is difficult, embrace that and there's much to gain
What's today? The 28th? I'm 23, that's somethin' strange
Money trees ain't much for shade, what it be? I'd love to say I made it
But ain't got the tools, paint it like I'm Dr. Seuss
Got some angles got some fuckin' anguish but I'm not obtuse
Self-critical, hell I'm pitiful, stale spit a trope
Still bicker over shit I shouldn't, guess you with it though
If you still listening, bitch I strictly been rippin' this shit
Guess the script flipped, used to flip them zips I shipped
Risky business, been this sorta trippy kid that switched ambitions yeah
Learning from decisions yeah, now I'm burning bridges here
But I'm buildin' new ones! Ain't it nuanced how your life can flip?
And why your life can flip, I beat depression I was lifeless yeah
I fit my bed between the microphone and mixer
This psychotropic tripper switched the focus of the picture
I been known to sip the liquor but it's no addiction
Just another crutch, roll it up, let the smoke hit you

Here's a toast to growth, yeah
Toast to growth, toast to growth
Here's a toast to growth, yeah
Toast to growth, toast to growth
Here's a toast to all the times I got in my feelings
With no help found proper healing
Now I'm sippin' on this drink
And I ain't trippin'
Here's a toast to growth, yeah
Toast to growth, toast to growth
Here's a toast to growth, yeah
Toast to growth, toast to growth
Here's a toast to all the times I got in my feelings
With no help found proper healing
Now I'm sippin' on this drink
And I ain't trippin'
Let it hit you, oh
Toast to growth, toast to growth
Let it hit you, oh
Toast to growth, toast to growth