Losing Control

I'm losing control
Inside I'm cold
Do the same things every day
It's getting old
I just feel alone
Sitting on the road in the night just throwing stones
I'm losing control
Inside I'm cold
Do the same things every day
It's getting old
I just feel alone
Sitting on the road in the night just throwing stones

How do I begin
Feeling trapped in the life that I'm in
I ain't talking about being trapped in my skin
I'm saying how long can I keep up with the pretending
I don't know anymore
My mind's like a room with a lock on the door
And I'm on the inside, the key is out
So I'm locked in, no escape from it now
Sticks and stones can break my bones but words can hurt me more
Every time you fucking air me, it hurts me to the core
I can't tell if you mean to do it
But it's like I'm drowning in the waves, you're just watching from the shore
You don't care, so stop acting like you do
You don't care about my feelings but I really wish you knew
Wish you knew how I felt every time you did that shit
And you weren't even sorry cause you knew I'd let you off with it
It's my fault, I've been so distant
But all the times like this, I can't say that I've missed them
The way you treat me is consistent
Always fucking talk to me just like I'm your assistant
But fuck it, it's all jokes right
You don't care that in my head there's a constant fight
You'd rather leave me be to deal with my own shit
But I always pick up when you need me in the night

I'm losing control
Inside I'm cold
Do the same things every day
It's getting old
I just feel alone
Sitting on the road in the night just throwing stones
I'm losing control
Inside I'm cold
Do the same things every day
It's getting old
I just feel alone
Sitting on the road in the night just throwing stones



Credits
Writer(s): Jude Reynolds
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