My Own

I still ride for this shit
You can't fuck with me 'cause I would die for this shit
You can't call my phone because it's always silenced
And I can promise you that you'll never be missed, yeah

All these people can't shut up
I can't hear my own thoughts, I might have to roll up
And I ain't talking fruit, I'm talking turn up
You can find the kid sippin' something mixed with cola
All these girls standing in the line for the bathroom sniffing something coca
And still they ride with me
On some bonafide Bonnie & Clyde, thought she was the one for me
But it's lost, I made decisions and didn't weigh the cost
Now I'm gone, I'm going to the top 'til I'm boss of it all
I'm not trippin' now, 'cause I can't ever fall
She always text me back, but I don't ever call
If she hit me up, then I'm bound to lose it all

I still ride for this shit
You can't fuck with me 'cause I would die for this shit
You can't call my phone because it's always silenced
And I can promise you that you'll never be missed, yeah

I can do all this on my own
Stack it all up, spend 'til I'm broke
My mama told me invest in my future
But I'm not sure it's much longer
So I'ma spend all this on my own
Fuck with my crew, no lie that's bold
Hop up in the whip, no flex, all gold
And if I get money, on God, it's gone

I used to have dreams of being a scholar
Maybe a father, work for the almighty dollar
No problems, I could find a whole lot of commas
Feeding my ego, tell you I was meant to be more
But, I got a pit in my heart that's full of demons
Looking at my own past, searching for my achievements
Wondering if I did something that had meaning
But if God looking on me now, I never see him
So I pray to the Lord for a minute
Give me time, I can't find where I'm heading
To the sky, all the liquor be spilling
All my life, I could never stand and fight, so I had to tell them

I still ride for this shit
You can't fuck with me 'cause I would die for this shit
You can't call my phone because it's always silenced
And I can promise you that you'll never be missed, yeah

I can do all this on my own
Stack it all up, spend 'til I'm broke
My mama told me invest in my future
But I'm not sure it's much longer
So I'ma spend all this on my own
Fuck with my crew, no lie that's bold
Hop up in the whip, no flex, all gold
And if I get money, on God, it's gone

I still ride for this shit
You can't fuck with me 'cause I would die for this shit
You can't call my phone because it's always silenced
And I can promise you that you'll never be missed, yeah