Ash Mountains
I ain't real, I'm a figment of my imagination
Picture the look on my face when I'm faced with damnation
Stuck on a boat and I'm rocking it while I'm acting brazen
The captain's chasing me, I'm awaiting the lacerations
Engulfed in flames, capsizing in all the capsaicin
Ain't pass the J when I'm blazing, that shit could be contagious
Awake in vacancy, brain has always been plagued with faces
See them displayed in my vision when I be tryna sleep
Tryna keep my peace of mind, but I just keep on being declined
Tryna see if we can find a reason not to leave behind
All my dreams, achievements, but demons of mine, they speak in lies
Now I'm breathing steeper, my mind is seeping with cheaper highs
While I chief the reefer, the trouble is this treatment of mine
Doesn't seem to do much but deepen confines
Hopefully this paper I'm writing on with this pen put out this ink of mine
Might buy myself enough time to run the fuck away
And never look back, mind is fried
You'll see it in these memoirs that I'm writing down
Feel like myself is all that I'm fighting now
Might just out my light, God strike me down with the firepower
Might look like I'm fighting for life, but this is my finest hour
Bitch I'm standing tall like the Eiffel Tower, my mind is showered
With thoughts of taking my fuckin' brain outta my skull
Like, fuck, I don't know why I'm so complacent
With my thoughts of suicide on the daily
I feel my life getting crazier by the second
My music's a curse and blessing, in essence
I can't seem to express myself unless it's over a record
And I hate that shit, cause I just want someone to listen
No matter if it's my mission, nobody ever fuckin' does
So what is it that I'm missing
How much clout do I gotta have before a single fuckin' person
Gives a damn about my passing when it comes
I'm cracking my skull in half, I'm my own assassin
Cause I been trapping myself in mountains of my own ashes, like fuck
Picture the look on my face when I'm faced with damnation
Stuck on a boat and I'm rocking it while I'm acting brazen
The captain's chasing me, I'm awaiting the lacerations
Engulfed in flames, capsizing in all the capsaicin
Ain't pass the J when I'm blazing, that shit could be contagious
Awake in vacancy, brain has always been plagued with faces
See them displayed in my vision when I be tryna sleep
Tryna keep my peace of mind, but I just keep on being declined
Tryna see if we can find a reason not to leave behind
All my dreams, achievements, but demons of mine, they speak in lies
Now I'm breathing steeper, my mind is seeping with cheaper highs
While I chief the reefer, the trouble is this treatment of mine
Doesn't seem to do much but deepen confines
Hopefully this paper I'm writing on with this pen put out this ink of mine
Might buy myself enough time to run the fuck away
And never look back, mind is fried
You'll see it in these memoirs that I'm writing down
Feel like myself is all that I'm fighting now
Might just out my light, God strike me down with the firepower
Might look like I'm fighting for life, but this is my finest hour
Bitch I'm standing tall like the Eiffel Tower, my mind is showered
With thoughts of taking my fuckin' brain outta my skull
Like, fuck, I don't know why I'm so complacent
With my thoughts of suicide on the daily
I feel my life getting crazier by the second
My music's a curse and blessing, in essence
I can't seem to express myself unless it's over a record
And I hate that shit, cause I just want someone to listen
No matter if it's my mission, nobody ever fuckin' does
So what is it that I'm missing
How much clout do I gotta have before a single fuckin' person
Gives a damn about my passing when it comes
I'm cracking my skull in half, I'm my own assassin
Cause I been trapping myself in mountains of my own ashes, like fuck
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Writer(s): Christian Mueller
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