Midnight Thoughts - Acoustic

Am I gonna be a famous popstar?
Will I ever see the northern lights?
Baby can I hold you like I want
And wake up every morning by your side?

I'm clouded with these bad thoughts
With these dark thoughts
Will I make it thoughts
Probably not thoughts
Do something else thoughts
Okay, I'll just take a quick break
I can take a couple days
Give myself time to concentrate
I know how it went the last time I said
That won't be the last time I know
That I'll do it next time Believe
That, I won't let it happen again you can see that
I'm on a new grind, 5 AM
I only get 3 hours of sleep until I'm at it again
I treat these lyrics like an old friend
Write them all down, give my dreams to a paper and pen
Maybe, somebody else will find comfort
Maybe, my pain will finally be worth it
Maybe, I'm just spitting out shit
To make my own life easier to deal with

Am I gonna be a famous popstar?
Will I ever see the northern lights?
Baby can I hold you like I want
And wake up every morning by your side?

Am I gonna be a famous popstar?
Will I ever see the northern lights?
Baby can I hold you like I want
And wake up every morning by your side?

I could never slow down
Gotta keep moving
If I stop to think now
It'll be less about the music
And that's all I really know
Struggled in school, I can make a song flow
Quit my job, said goodbye and then I left my home
Moved states
I gotta find a new place to play
No money in the bank but I know I gotta place to stay
Busking late nights in downtown 'Noke
Playing every open mic trying to meet new folks
I'm a little out my comfort zone
Pushing on my limits, gotta carry on
Making new friends, asking for advice
If I could finally get a gig that'd be nice

Am I gonna be a famous popstar?
Will I ever see the northern lights?
Baby can I hold you like I want
And wake up every morning by your side?

Am I gonna be a famous popstar?
Will I ever see the northern lights?
Baby can I hold you like I want
And wake up every morning by your side?

It's always a good time, at the mic
Feeling my music
My Thursday nights spent at Spikes
I'm loving the public
I'm still trying to push my name
Write a song for them to sing
But I can never get a call back
Late at night, find myself up late at night
Wondering where my dad went, don't care if he might
Never come back
The coward spread his seed, he moved on to different things
Now he's got a son, who's a better man than he'll ever be
And bless my mom, gotta bless my mom
Take a moment of this song to respect my mom, for putting in work
Two full time jobs, to make my childhood perfect
I'll grow up, and pay her back show her all the pain was worth it
You know I love you, even though the distance might be far
You'll always have a special place right in my heart
I hope I make you proud
I hope my thoughts aren't too loud
And if they are, maybe you can tell

Am I gonna be a famous popstar
Will I ever see the Northern Lights
Think I'll ever hold her like I want
And Wake up every morning by her side

Am I gonna be a famous popstar
Will I ever see the Northern Lights
Think I'll ever hold her like I want
And Wake up every morning by her side