The Best Kind of Anxiety

Always waited so long
I've waited on my own solo beside this phone
I swear I see my flaws and just where I went wrong
Don't want some distant memory
Of wondering where you've gone
Call me up and make me feel less alone
When the lights go out you're the only home I'll ever know
Never go

I've got hellfires they're burning through
My insides are changing to someone new
Locked in my mind will I ever be free
You're the best kind of anxiety

In case I never told you just know that I
Just know that I am grateful
For checking on me from time to time
I'm tongue tied but trying to keep my faith full
What goes over your head crawls under my skin
Got ghosts all around me they'll find their way in
Do you think I'm able
I tried to stay stable
I think I'm not okay

I've got hellfires they're burning through
My insides are changing to someone new
Locked in my mind will I ever be free
You're the best kind of anxiety
The best kind of anxiety

In circles we go round and round
Playing to the beat of my drum now there's no sound
In circles we go round and round
Round and round and round
Came so far
We came so far
Came so far
Til we hit the ground

I've got hellfires they're burning through
Locked in my mind will I ever be free
You're the best kind
The best kind of anxiety
The best kind of anxiety