Mood

I'm in a mood, you'd probably think I'm up to no good
Always in the mood and yeah, I wish you would
Take this chance so you can understand
Why I live this life, of course I go against the plan
I'm like a glitch in the matrix, seeing things for what they are
I pretend to be normal, even though it's hard
I make my own flow, I always want to be bold
That's why my music never sold, my life has always been cold
I was born different, I think different, live different
Been persistent in my means, always resistant, livin' dreams
They always told me that I was so fucked up
That I'd end up either locked up or ignorant, it sucks
That's the curse with having this mental condition
I think of it as a gift but they don't even listen
So they hook me to drugs just to ease the pain
But nothing can ease my shame. It's such a drain

This my mood I'm presentin' like right here
Pitch black, on the block without fear
My life's like the moon, it ain't bright
I survive in the night, I survived all the fights
Even though I'm lackin' in vitamin D
I still be rappin' till the day I bleed
And when I disappear, I'll be gone
Like a ghost when he just walks away and moves on

This is mood music, I play it loud at night
Just for you to understand what it is like
To ever be down, to ever be rejected
Always disrespected, always subjected
To eternal pain and torment, it's like I'm facin' off
Against brainwashed zombies, why can't I turn my brain off
Till the day I die, makes me want to cry
I walk around at night though the danger's intense
Smokin' a blunt or two to get rid of the stress
Feel no fear cause I think my life's a waste
I embrace death cause I feel like a disgrace
I'm lookin' for a soul cause I feel like nothin'
I always pray to God expectin' somethin'
To happen yet I'm lackin', that's why I'm always rappin'
My heart blackened, I'm always actin', always reactin'

This my mood I'm presentin' like right here
Pitch black, on the block without fear
My life's like the moon, it ain't bright
I survive in the night, I survived all the fights
Even though I'm lackin' in vitamin D
I still be rappin' till the day I bleed
And when I disappear, I'll be gone
Like a ghost when he just walks away and moves on
This my mood I'm presentin' like right here
Pitch black, on the block without fear
My life's like the moon, it ain't bright
I survive in the night, I survived all the fights
Even though I'm lackin' in vitamin D
I still be rappin' till the day I bleed
And when I disappear, I'll be gone
Like a ghost when he just walks away and moves on