Mere Jazbaat

I picked up a pen, penned few verses long
Never knew it when it ended up a song
Believe me then I knew I wasn't wrong
This feeling inside remained too strong

Venturing outside my comfort zone
Insecurity piling up, won't be shown
I'm not the one fighting for the throne
CN47 here, hustling alone

You did me so bad felt like a Heimlich Maneuver
Could have happened later but it all happened too sooner
Truth popped out when you said man it is all over
It hit me hard like a drunk as fuck hangover

I was thirteen when I felt
I want to get into this field
Music is where I confided
My feelings in need

Met few boys, formed a band
Felt surreal indeed
Thinking this would last forever
But I could never succeed

I'm the man that does not
Resort to violence
But you better watch out
You exhort my silence

While I make some sense
a counter transference
I ain't no actor
This ain't no pretence

Chaar saal pehle se shuru hua ek phase,
Turning point sa lagne laga in many different ways.
Didn't know what to do, such bad were those days
Yeh rap ek kahani lage jaise Dino James

Two Thousand Sixteen, Fantasies Nirvana
Kaam tha mera bas ek stage pe machaana
Mila MC Benn ko, kiya humne jamm
Duet sun Emiway aur Dino bole damn!

Underground scene Hip-Hop ka mujhe samjha
Andar se awaaz ayi boli Ashish tham ja
Scene me mat ghus, tu uske kaabil nahi
Chod diya beatboxing laga zarurat nahi

Yeh andar ki awaaz ne mujhe kyu tab roka
Self confidence kehte isse jisne mujhe toka
Manta hu main Saari thi meri galti
Zarurat thi par tab woh kidhar thi?

Yaad hai mujhe 6 saal pehle
Maine kisiko toh vada diya zindagi bhar saath rehne
Bohat koshish ki par behak gaya bachpane mein
Thoda zyada waqt laga mujhe meri sach paane mein

Maafi mangna chaha maine likhe chaar gaane
Kudhko samjhane chala ki der hua thoda samajh aane
Nahi bol paya tumse ki kitna bada dhoka hain
Yeh andar ki awaaz ne kyu firse mujhe roka

Naseeb mere haath main ki dost mere sath hain
Zindagi me khush kyunki mere Maa-Baap ka haath hain
Badi meri behen meri sabse badi fan hain
Pichla gana likha mene redbull ke can pe

Tum yeh gana ab tak sun rahe ho toh
Saha dhanywaad mere dil se hain tum ko toh
Dheere dheere samjha raha likhne ka tareeka main
Nahi hoon woh ladka nalayak kahin ka main

Mere jazbaaton ki me baat kya karu?
Thoda aage badhne laga par me fir se daru
Samajh nahi ata kya me karu naa karu
Kudh ki shakal dekh aine me main zoro se hasu

Yeh hasi me fasi hai
meri zindagi basi hai
Yeh waqt kaunsi hai
Yaha baatein ankahee hain
Meri baatein unsuni hain
Nukkad naake pe charsi hain
Agla gana hai usi pe
Abhi bhot kuch bacha hain ha!

Venturing outside my comfort zone
Insecurity piling up, won't be shown
I'm not the one fighting for the throne

Venturing outside my comfort zone
Insecurity piling up, won't be shown
I'm not the one fighting for the throne



Credits
Writer(s): Ashish Gopal
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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