Fresno Confession (Freestyle)

I hate I had to talk to you like this
I hate this the only way you can hear me
But if I dont get this off my chest
Then damn I think it might kill me
To hold on to this
The way that Im feeling
Cant be holding on to my feelings
For you again
I then broke my heart
Over and over again
Fucking with you from the start
Was a mistake
But I stayed down
I held you down
I stayed around
Like a clown
Like a snake
You was slithering through
My grass
Ready to take from me
Everything
And thats what you took from me
Everything
I had in me
I don't know how to love
I don't know how to love
I don't know how to love
No one else
But you
But you
I don't know
How to love
I thought you loved me
Thats what you told me
I thought you cared
For me
Thats what you told me
Or is that what you told myself
Is that what you told myself
Trying make sure
I was okay with
All the thangs I was aware of
I stayed down cause im scared of
Being all alone
I aint gone lie
I aint never cried
While singing a song
But for once in my life
Im letting you know
Damn you did me so wrong
Im hurting
Baby im hurting
I mean yeah I laugh it off
And try to play about it with my friends
But damn im hurting
Im hurting

Im hurting
Im hurting
But you dont give a fuck about me
You never gave fuck about me
You lied to me and told me what I wanted to hear
I mean I hate that I aint crazy no more
Cause if I was ill be at your fucking front door
I hate I aint crazy no more
Cause if I was ill be at your fucking front door
Ready to snatch you out that shit
Ready to walk you out your house
And walk your ass like a dog
Damn I shoulda whooped your ass a long time ago
But im grown now
Im better now
I aint a child now
Im an adult now
Gotta be grown now
Thats what I tell myself
But sometimes I admit I pass around your house
To see if you outside
Cause Im hurting boy
Damn
Damn damn damn
Damn damn damn damn
I mean
Shit You might not even hear this fucking song
You dont even care about me that I do songs
You dont even like to hear me when I talk
So you aint go hear me out
Even if I do it to you like this
I mean damn what's this all about
I dm you the other day
I mean yeah I relapsed okay relax
I dm'd you the other day
And you tried to act a certain type of way
Like im wrong for tryna leave you alone
You acting funny now that I try to leave you alone
But you done left me alone
All on my own
For to long
I was wrong
For believing in you
I mean no job
No phone
No car
No house
Nothing for me
But you want to stay quite
As a fucking mouse
When I try to talk to you
And you stole from me once
And you stole from me twice
But I aint never say nothing
I aint never try to say nothing
Cause I knew you needed fucking something
To live on
So I played it cool
Your everything for me
Your everything from me