Not My Diagnosis

Yeah
Check
Right
Yeah
Oh yeah
Yeah
She said I ain't what she need
no more
I'm too crazy I'm too needy I'm too lovey I'm too greedy
She said I ain't what she need
no more
It's not you it's just a me thing them cliches let me down easy yeah
Uh fuck it I don't really see a reason
Sticking round here if you letting me go
I know who the fuck I am and you can't understand
That the checks with grands yeah I'm coming really close
I really don't wanna hear no qualms about it
When it's all over and I make a song about it
You've been doing me cold straight ice in ya soul
Be a hard time seeing where I'm wrong about it
You only wanna talk on the weekends
When you really wanna go out shopping
My home boy had a bad feeling about you
I said fuck bro I'll just keep chopping
Would you extend ya hands to keep me up
Talk with me through the shit that just keep me stuck
I got potential and I know it's coming
I had a dream it was just raining hundreds
Running the world and I'm talking circumference
But I ain't got it that's just your assumptions
Swear I'ma get it I'm locked and I'm hunting
You won't see another day my growth is stunting
Cartier Miles and miles I'm running
The engine is sparking I got that bitch humming
You laughing right now but someday you love it
Don't come back round I am not with the dumb shit
I've been feeling like this
for a long time
The pills seem to help me
just enough
But I get lonely and so distant
dear God why
Could you send me just a
little bit of love
Cause some days I'm so hopeless
Leaned on you to cope with
All these emotions but know this
I'm not my diagnosis
yeah
I'm not my diagnosis
Everybody wants to be happy everybody wanna quality of life
Some people really losing all sense of control
Cause the shit up in they mind don't seem to work right
Cog in the machine it's just like fog and smoking screens
And uh dear God I know that's me I
Done spent a lotta nights just losing sleep
And I felt like I was losing me
The worst part about it I couldn't explain
This medication just fucked with my brain
I'm doing a good thing I'm trying to change
But everyone round me think I'm playing games
But I don't play games with this shit
Lost focus wealth of knowledge I really just wanna kill this shit
I've been feeling like this
for a long time
The pills seem to help me
just enough
But I get lonely and so distant
dear God why
Could you send me just a
little bit of love
Cause some days I'm so hopeless
Leaned on you to cope with
All these emotions but know this
I'm not my diagnosis
yeah
I'm not my diagnosis
Medication therapy it's kind of embarrassing
Not having the answers and a light I need some kerosene
You don't understand and you doubting me apparently
That is so disparaging but I won't let it bury me
I've been feeling like this for
a long time
The pills seem to help me
just enough
But I get lonely and so distant
dear God why
Could you send me just a
little bit of love
Cause some days I'm so hopeless
Leaned on you to cope with
All these emotions but know this
I'm not my diagnosis
yeah
I'm not my diagnosis
It's just alright to not be fine
Sometimes yeah you gotta love your mind
It's just alright to not be fine
Sometimes yeah you gotta love your mind
She said I ain't what she need no more
I'm too crazy I'm too needy I'm too lovey I'm too greedy
She said I ain't what she need no more
It's not you it's just a me thing them cliches let me down easy yeah
Yeah