Ambivalence - Live

What did I expect to find?
Leaving you, chasing you
For every single tear

My heart wants me to cry
I pray that hate would justify
The storm growling in my soul
But every wave threatens my foundation

You are
The person I blame
And the one
I turn for help

On my wildest trails.
You are the one I ask
For direction
But I doubt you have
The answers

That's how it is
The way I believe in
The truth I search
And find after being lost in myself.

I will not go ashore
Finding rescue in the ruins
That once held our family together

I always knew what to do when you said yes
I counted my blessings
But I'm afraid of you saying no

I wanna give up hurting you
But I'm afraid of loosing the right
Hurting you

Forgiveness must be a wonderful thing
Taking the knife out of my back
Not using it against
The ones I love

That's how it is
The way I believe in
Who is gonna see my scars?
Will you still feel me when it stops bleeding?



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Writer(s): The Cake Is A Lie
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