Love's Race

I ain't really thought of you in 2 months
Haven't felt you next to me in 3 months
And I know it's gonna get to 4 months
You had me believing there was more to us
Got to look inside myself, reevaluate the blame
I woke up to someone else, called you bae the same day
We ain't at the same place
Why I treat love like a motherfuckin' race

I wish I was the type to hit it and just up and leave
But here I am eating breakfast up at Tiffany's
I want to magically erase you like some Mr. Clean
You gave me faith but made me ache
Our separations bitter sweet
It's been a while since spoke or had a chance to meet
I was good but it hit me like the other week
That everything you said to me was furthest from the truth
You working on yourself was your excuse to cut me loose
I know I ain't perfect
I ain't in school to be a lawyer or a brain surgeon
It raises red flags when I say I pen verses
Pandemic love affair had to fight urges
Broke each other's walls down
We found a new surface
Won't forget the day when we told each other's story's
Where we didn't know what to say
Your tears began to flow
Didn't want to step out of my place
I said I know we're going slow but with me your always safe

I ain't really thought of you in 2 months
Haven't felt you next to me in 3 months
And I know it's gonna get to 4 months
You had me believing there was more to us
Got to look inside myself, reevaluate the blame
I woke up to someone else, called you bae the same day
We ain't at the same place
Why I treat love like a motherfuckin' race

I don't want your word if it ain't truth
All that I was thinking of was you
We said no feelings
But you went and broke our only rule
And I immediately followed suit
I'm just too acquainted with my ceiling
Plenty fish up in the sea so Ima' find me one to real in
Smile cause it happened
Don't cry because it's gone
The right ones
They find their way back to your heart
But in this case
I padlocked it
I can't reminisce
Cause that's toxic
I won't read texts
Cause that's non sense
Will I do it anyway
Shit probably
It's a cold day in hell before I let a bitch stop me
I ain't even started yet I'm in a pre game lobby
When I'm doing good with some horses in my hood
Do me a big favour
Don't call me

I ain't really thought of you in 2 months
Haven't felt you next to me in 3 months
And I know it's gonna get to 4 months
You had me believing there was more to us
Got to look inside myself, reevaluate the blame
I woke up to someone else, called you bae the same day
We ain't at the same place
Why I treat love like a motherfuckin' race