Life Ain't Awesome

I know my life ain't awesome but I try to live strong
I know my life ain't awesome but I try to live strong
I kill my heart so often but I don't know what to do
If I die I'd be forgotten and you won't have a clue

Do not fret me what I think every day really affects me
You can let me be myself even if it upsets me
All I really wanted was for people to accept me
All I needed was a reason just to beat the season
Season that brings me to my knees and snatch the keys to my life
Keeps my eyes peeled tight till I lose my sight
I barely feel alright I barely sleep at night
Where's my highlight maybe I can get those if I time right
Hip hop in my city is my wildlife you can chase the nightlife
I got no rest in this lifetime

What I feel I don't know
Like I'm gone deep man I don't know
What I feel I don't know
Like I'm not here I don't know

I know my life ain't awesome but I try to live strong
I know my life ain't awesome but I try to live strong
I kill my heart so often but I don't know what to do
If I die I'd be forgotten and you won't have a clue

My head's in the cloud and I'm not thinking straight
Tired of sleeping and waking up in a fuckin' cage
But it's my own fault I pulled walls around my mind
On the grind for my art but to the world I'm fuckin' blind
I'm a geek it's a geek show you pricks know
I live and die for my craft is it my ego yea it seems so
My past is the keystone
Prefer being alone in my home hope you peeps know
I can run away but my thoughts are stuck on you
I don't know what to do let me assume you dead
So there's no point in my pursuit then I take a minute to think
Living lunatic getting food addict till I'm thick
If you hating on me you can get a dick
'Cus I'm sick of the nonsense I really get from people
Like the demon keeping me on the needle I'm never getting to pick

I know my life ain't awesome but I try to live strong
I know my life ain't awesome but I try to live strong
I kill my heart so often but I don't know what to do
If I die I'd be forgotten and you won't have a clue



Credits
Writer(s): Utkarsh Kumar Singh
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