Forgive You (Seamless Version)

Forgiving you would be ridiculous
But I do
I will not forget how I haemorrhaged
Trust
I seethed in silent contempt
Loathed sharing my bed with you
(Loathed sharing my bed with you, with you)
You tasted resentment on my lips when I
Finally, willingly kissed you
You witnessed the blue drip from my eye
Leaving only the grey
And I saw how much it hurt you
Knowing that you'd hurt me this way

Or have I (Or have I)
Conditioned (Conditioned)
Myself to (Myself to)
Or have I (Or have I)
Conditioned (Conditioned)
Myself to (Myself to)
But regardless of this I do
I truly forgive you

Forgiving myself was ridiculously hard to do (Hard to do, do)
I swore I'd never, I swore I'd never changed
Never give you reason to stray
I seethed in silent contempt
Can smell liquor on my breath, it's true
(It's true)
I hate how the truth comes at the bottom of a bottle
(I love you)
You witnessed the blood drain from my face
Leaving my cheeks pale
But I saw how much I wanted this love
To prevail

Oh my love, what are you doing to me
I didn't make you cheat, but I feel responsible
With all that said
I do forgive, I do forgive you
'Cause I see that you see
You made a mistake

Or have I (Or have I)
Conditioned (Conditioned)
Myself to (Myself to)
Or have I (Or have I)
Conditioned (Conditioned)
Myself to (Myself to)
But regardless of this I do
I truly forgive you
You stupid motherfucker

I hate change
But
But I embrace it