Thawed

I thought it was hard enough to love you
I thought it would be smarter that I leave you
We grew so cold that both of us got frozen
But someone thawed enough of me

Thoughts of heresy consuming my mind
I try to keep my third eye blind
The other ones closed too
Because I was just crying
And you were just weeping this evening
It got worse when you stopped eating
And if your body's mine just like you told me
Why's your nose bleeding girl
Tell me why your eyes wet
Tell me why your mouth full of lies, babygirl why'd you stop eating
And if your body's mine like you told me it was
What you speaking riddles in Ritalin for

I thought it was hard enough to love you
I thought it would be smarter that I leave you
We grew so cold that both of us got frozen
But someone thawed enough of me

How could you not even recall
I seen you like that three times before
One time you crashed the jeep into trees head on headboard you went to sleep
What you calling me for at three
I might have to go tell myself that you not special to me
You won't stop messaging me, you out here messing with me
I might have to go tell myself that you're not special to me

(Let me try this again just to make sure)
I'm embarrassing with you on my mind
I try to push the anguish aside
But I want to hold you like it's the final time
To feel this mystique in the evening
It got worse in the fall season
Now that you say you like the current me less than the old me do I stop being
(Do I stop being)
Should I reach in my chest and then strangle my heart in my hand so it stops beating
And if you really like the current me less than the old me
Why'd you never listen a little before

I thought it was hard enough to love you (And I thought it was hard enough to love you)
I thought it would be smarter that I leave you (Leave you alone)
We grew so cold that both of us got frozen
But someone thawed enough of me

How could you not even recall
I seen you like that three times before
One time you crashed the Jeep into trees head on headboard you went to sleep
What you calling me for at three
I might have to go tell myself that you not special to me
You wont stop messing with me, you out here messaging me
I might have to go *indecipherable*

I thought it was hard enough to love you (And I thought it was hard enough to love you)
I thought it would be smarter that I leave you (Leave you alone)
We grew so cold that both of us got frozen
But someone thawed enough of me



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Writer(s): Jahbreil Campbell
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