Noname

And it never ends, every other day I put doubts on my words for this
And I'm on a blend, mess in my head that's supposed take me near this
Easy to pretend, that i'll be in a place that I want ' fore I end like this
On a loop again, daily scene to play role of a proper mask-wearer

As I live under sun, I wear sunny smile
With each round of a gun, shooting on a style
Water fueling my lungs, choking is my life
Speaking non-sense in lines just to have a rhyme
Watching all the insides, evreything around
Accolades all collide, titles all that we are
Say hello on this side, and laugh at my back
I can hear all your words, they are all the same

Prescriptions are issues of cold mental tissue
Collisions of pressures leave room to arrest you
For living a filthy and cross-headed wisher
Being a poor and ambitious being
Survival from pain - procrastination
Salival in ears remembering fandom
Child disappearance and further resistance
To keep on the thread to keep up with masses

Watching empty screens of your other selves
Like I play-pretend that I'm in this case
Of severe disease diagnosed by bait
The deadlies virus of honestly spoken hate
I'm prepared for everything you'll ever say
Can recite your pities word-by-word
I'm prepared for evertything you'll ever say
Let me second-guess what you're gonna say

'Cause you're just a no-name
And you'll be a no-name
I wish I could ever even feel that way
'Cause you're just a no-name
I mean, what a shame
You see all the examples of all great names
But you're just a no-name
How you manage to stay the same
Wish you could ever feel good again.
I can almost feel bad for you, it's sad, but it's true, can't believe that you're just a no-name

Only time will tell, if I could ever have any other approach than this
Calling on a friend, who resides in the back of my eyes and gets sick of this
Nothing to amend, just reshape in his head and collect every puzzle piece
I don't need your hand, 'cause it always goes downhill and I just keep failing

Watching every day all these sunny smiles
They succeed in everything that they touch
They are cute and get money, they have fun
Guess, if I'm not the same, I could never get closer
As the ones are flexing, others cry
Yet they think the solution is self-induced
They appear in the feeds and they get likes
But I'm tired of shaping my face in this curve

Wiping every screen of your other selves
Getting clean and unplugged seems to have a sense
Of severe disease diagnosed by bait
The deadliest virus of cowardly hidden hate
I'm prepared for everything you'll ever say
Can recite your pities word-by-word
I'm prepared for evertything you'll ever say
Let me second-guess what you're gonna say

'Cause you're just a no-name
And you'll be a no-name
I wish I could ever even feel that way
'Cause you're just a no-name
I mean, what a shame
You see all the examples of all great names
But you're just a no-name
How you manage to stay the same
Wish you could ever feel good again.
I can almost feel bad for you, it's sad, but it's true, can't believe that you're just a no-name