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man i always get writers block
used to peddle bikes all around the block
i used to sell dimes any hour all around the clock
know the kids see me now and they're fucking shocked
used to want their acceptance real fucking bad
used to want shit that i ain't never had
i used to wish i knew my motherfucking dad

fuck that nigga still
focus on the pain that's the only thing that's real
used to google his name hoping i'd find something
but i never did
yeah i never did
they say time is relative
so many cousins ion need more relatives
wanna cover up the pain can't find no bandages
wanna talk to someone can't find no therapist
wonder where you are wonder what the future is
momma always says i don't know what life is
godspeed playing on a quiet radio
i want her to stay but i need to let her go
really wanna love her and i need to let her know
we don't really talk and i guess that's how it goes
look me in the face tell me that you wanna leave
everything they say i hope that you do not believe
do you have my back when the world turns on me?
will you understand the villain i pretend to be?
i don't wanna finish this book that we started
love you back even when i'm sad and
cold hearted
i didn't ask for life and i'm afraid of what i started
i hope you hear these lyrics and you know i'm wholehearted

i'm afraid of everything
i'm scared that i'll die before i give you a wedding ring

or we won't talk anymore
i hope we talk some more
ion know
i hope we talk like before

life's too short hope we talk again
ion really wanna hurt again
but for you i'll hurt again
said for you i'll cut my skin
i know my promises are extra thin
and the chances are extra slim
and this bars that i'm peddlin
is it you i'll end up in
just for once i wanna win
getting old ion wanna

ion wanna

ion wanna be alone
can you pick up the phone
can you take me home?
can you...
can you...