Poured Emotions

Crazy changes in my life lately
Only time I crack a smile is when I'm with my baby
I do this for my son, ones that know me most
I ain't have friends when I was young so don't play me close
Remember big bro couldn't stand me
I used to steal ya fly cloths out the dirty hamper
Ramon noodles, Off brand food in the pantry
The last week of every month I watched my mother scramble
Older sister kicked me out the crib a couple times
I still love you and I treat your kids like they mine
Member nights I ain't come home from the grind
I Used to think the streets loved me I was out my mind
Everybody ain't your homie gotta pick and choose
I'm with family win or loose don't get me confused
You gave that boy big drugs without the dropping jewels
That lil nigga prolly crash taking after u
This ain't a diss song
This a do right
Because we did wrong
He said fuck me its fuck u
Nigga live on
Killing every show and every song I'm trying get on
I got a short list of hating people ima shit on
I Don't need the watch with diamonds
Face clear
Sun hit my melanin I feel I'm shining
Face fear
I done lost phobia to feel for dying
5'11 stepping like I'm David bout to slain goliath

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I ain't looking down
The moment you ain't got it
Don't nobody come around
Moody, shottie doing life
I put mike inside the ground
I cherish every second that I get to make a sound
When I Kick it with my son only time a nigga smile
They wasn't with me then
Why you wanna kick it now
They wasn't with me then
Why you wanna kick it now
They wasn't with me then
i do not want you around

Rest in peace to aunt Barb and aunt Tuggie
Wishing that I would of asked for hugs instead of cookies
But you Loved Me
Uncle Llyod couldn't talk that good
But he still will drop a jewel anytime that he could
Understood why pop always used to stress on me
Tough love showed truth from the people that want the best for
Master Pete never steered me wrong
I'm like the last one that rep the town harder than Bones
Chaz would always get me drunk and let me crash in her crib
Ty said it's all love the next week he was dead
Me and Mace shared plates after drinking over Mikes Grave
Whoever Knew that you would die in the next 5 days
Wings on Dink, Wings on Tootie
Fly high above the clouds when they seem gloomy
Chess not checkers
Power over Force
Energy for an Energy, its lessons in a loss homie

Top Shelf
I ain't looking down
The moment you ain't got it
Don't nobody come around
Moody, shottie doing life
I put mike inside the ground
I cherish every second that I get to make a sound
When I Kick it with my son only time a nigga smile
They wasn't with me then
Why you wanna kick it now
They wasn't with me then
Why you wanna kick it now
They wasn't with me then
I do not want you around



Credits
Writer(s): Deshaun Madison
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