Alone

I lie here awake
Again
And stare at the ceiling
While the tick of the clock drives me mad
So many nights lost
In quiet contemplation
Of the peace of mind I used to have
When things still made sense
And I knew who I was
And when all else would fail
I had ones I could trust
Now I've lost all my hope
And faith in myself
All too absent to hear
A voice crying for help
No I've never had much
to say
So please listen while my heart's on display

I can't find my way back home
I've never felt so alone
I'm trapped in the here and now
As I slowly give way to the doubt
Give way to the doubt

My cynical mind won't let me have peace
And all the sanity inside me still screams for release
It's so clear to me now no one sees what I see
And I may never know if it's them or if it's me
Are they too stupid to see their Eden is gone
Or will I find in the end they've been right all along
I just need one to offer his hand
I need someone to say they understand why I can't

Find my way back home
I've never felt so alone
I'm dragging my demons down
As I slowly give way to the doubt
That takes over my mind
And eats me from within
Now I'm left here to see
If I sink or I swim
In the name of what's pure and whole
(I've never been so far gone)
I've never felt so alone

I've never felt so alone

I can't find my way back home
I've never felt so alone
I'm trapped in the here and now
As I slowly give way to the doubt
That takes over my mind
And eats me from within
Now I'm left here to see
If I sink or I swim
In the name of what's pure and whole
(I've never been so far gone)
I've never felt so alone

(Now I'm left here alone)
(Oh, I've never been whole)
(Now I'm left here alone)
(In the name of what's whole)