Sorry...

I'm sorry that I handled it so nicely
I'm sorry that it made you want to fight me
I'm sorry that you're insecure
I'm sorry you don't know what I endured

Put me in a box put my cable in
Tell me my own thoughts and where my headspace is
Lower my own voice, flip it up and down
Till I work no more
Then you'll figure it out

I'm sorry that I never fit your crowd
I'm sorry that my voice was never loud
I'm sorry that I handle my things well
Didn't need your help
To help me
Sum it out
I'm sorry that I handled it so nicely
I'm sorry that it made you want to fight me
I'm sorry that you're insecure
I'm sorry you don't know what I endured

All my nights alone to make the change complete
All my words I soaked and rang it out the sink
But people like you, you don't see that now
I'm sorry you thought they
Helped me figure it out

I'm sorry that I never fit your crowd
I'm sorry that my voice was never loud
I'm sorry that I handle my things well
Didn't need your help
To help me
Sum it out
I'm sorry that I handled it so nicely
I'm sorry that it made you want to fight me
I'm sorry that you're insecure
I'm sorry you don't know what I endured

All my nights alone in the shower
Crying out hour after hour
But people like you
You don't see this
Let me tell you the secret that I've been keepin
This weight is heavy I hold
The times I tell what drain my soul
This weight on my chest
Just trynna do best
Keep a smile on my face cause I'm the strong friend at best
And though I'm not perfect
And though I've told lies
Just know that I'm worth it
Just know that I cry
I bleed when you cut me
If you stab me I die
And still, I'll still rise
Through the dirt and demise
I will not lose focus
I will not slow down
I know you feel hopeless
But that's all yours now
It's not my weight to hold
Though your tragedy is old
This year we're focused on ourselves
And only sing with our souls

I'm sorry that I handled it so nicely
I'm sorry that it made you want to fight me
I'm sorry that you're insecure
I'm sorry you don't know what I endured

All my nights alone to make the change complete
All my words I soaked and rang it out the sink
But people like you, you don't see that now
I'm sorry you thought they
Helped me figure it out

Oh
Yeah I do get down
Time and time and time again
But I will get up
Get up
Get up

Push me down I will get up
Twenty times down I'll still get up
Push me and shove me and tell no lies
Still I'll still rise through the dirt and demise
I will not lose focus I will not slow down
I know you feel hopeless but that's all yours now
It's not my weight to hold
Though your tragedy is old
This year we're focused on ourselves
And only sing with our souls

I'm sorry that I handled it so nicely
I'm sorry that it made you want to fight me
I'm sorry that you're insecure
I'm sorry you don't know what I endured

All my nights alone to make the change complete
All my words I soaked and rang it out the sink
But people like you, you don't see that now
I'm sorry you thought they
Helped me figure it out

Oh
I do get down
Time and time and time again
But I will get up
Get up



Credits
Writer(s): Kelsey Ramirez
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