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Look,
I come through with precision,
That 20-20 vision,
But I'm scared what the 2020 gon' bring,
Shit's like a nuclear fallout and it's only been spring,
Well, I've been sprung and I rip tongues inexcusably,
Stuck in a loop, like who to be,
I'm blessed, writing down my own eulogy,
Corona got me practicing truancy,
In reality, I'm a true MC,
Fighting a Mortal Kombat, dodging fatalities,
I've been back,
Back to reality,
I've seen enough,
Sho'nuff,
I only bring casualties,
And it dazzles me,
How I'm going off like I'm free,
Movin' around, but stuck in a cage,
Unleash the rage, but never no fury,
I bet I don't, my vision's blurry
I'm hurting, even though I put the work in,
She jerking' me around like beef jerky,
She get on her knees, she working,
Inspiration through every insubordination,
Patience as my representation for every nation shows,
The unity I represent for every community around the world,
Around the world,

Man, my weaknesses, you know 'em,
I'm too scared to show 'em to anyone else,
But with you, it's a different thing,
It's apparent, you ain't here to hurt me,
Yes, you heard me,
I'm aware, in the dearest depths of my heart's core,
My love for you is certain, it's sure,
That's why I adore you on a daily basis,
I'm out here making a hypothesis,
How to be with you,
I guess, frightened to pull the trigger, boo,
Boo,

I could spend hours glorifying your appearance,
But that ain't the real quality of you,
Listen to me, I'm speaking true,
Dearest depths, your soul,
I'm keen on,
Whenever I'm stuck with my demons,
You bring me back home,
A shield, my Patronus charm, my moonlight from dusk till dawn,
My firefly in the darkest woods, my good in all the universe,

Felt so right,
And believe me, it was,
How did it go wrong?
A millennia worth of memories
Went up in flames,
I'm remembering,
And it's scaring me,
Washed away like rain,
Portrayed a goddess,
I'm tryna be modest,
I was honest,
What could've been, what was, what is
Back then, it was just us,
Lily of the valley,
Beautiful, closing down my arteries,
The pressure I feel, cardiac arrest,
The pain in my chest,
Million bullets,
Million wars,
Million atom bombs,
Sharp daggers, sharp blades,
Trident stings,
I behaved correctly,
The problem, not me, you,
The rejection, inebriated,
Left me amputated,
This feeling, I hate it,
That's why I'm writing this song
At my best, had the zest,
Choices were made, I say incorrect,
(incorrect, incorrect, aye)

Man,
I guess maybe I was thinking things would be different now,
'Cause when I wake up, my dreams fade,
Everything cascade, in this vanilla sky, in my mind,
I feel like David Ames: "Why must I open my eyes?"
Damn,
I wish I could stay asleep forever and ever,
Attain every goal I wanted and watch it repeat forever,
Will it happen?
Maybe never,
Maybe so,
I gotta know,
Probably not,
Probably not,
Probably not,
Aye.