Happy Face

Yeah this is hard for me
But I gotta be honest here
You know I try to wear a happy face
But sometimes it's just a display
Yeah, well this is hard for me
I'm not sure how I can seal this divide
I've got so many reasons I should enjoy this life
A list so long it can't be memorised
But sometimes I read past the bottom line
And then I find that it's hard to decide
Why I should keep going on
Why should I keep going on

This is a test of faith
Do I have the strength
Im sure I'm not the only one
That doesn't want to be the broken one
This is a test of faith
To keep a smile on my face
Everybody's hoping not to be the one
Left staring down a loaded gun

I know that I thought I could handle the test
But this has just torn the heart out from my chest

Are you, are fucking serious?
Just when I thought I was safe
I get put into my place
Are you, are fucking serious?
Just when I thought I was safe
I get put into my place
Are you, are fucking serious?
Just when I thought I was safe
I get put into my place
Are you, are fucking serious?
Are you serious?
Fuck!
Are you serious?

I'm trying my best to hold onto the hope
There's a lesson to learn here
A chance for some growth
But sometimes I just don't know
Sometimes I just feel so low

This is a test of faith
Do I have the strength
Im sure I'm not the only one
That doesn't want to be the broken one
This is a test of faith
To keep a smile on my face
Everybody's hoping not to be the one
Left staring down a loaded gun

This is a test of faith, test of faith
Do I have the strength, have the strenght
Im sure I'm not the only one
That doesn't want to be the broken one
This is a test of faith, test of faith
To keep a smile on my face, on my face
Everybody's hoping not to be the one
Left staring down a loaded gun