Dead Flowers

When you told me that you wouldn't really mind being mine
I remember crawling in my own skin
Could I handle every moment of this newfangled high
Well in the end, I guess I didn't
Every second of it I remember losing my mind
Churning in churning out of my brain
Questioning my every motive, where my loyalties lie
All I wanted was your love and not my pain
And it's all my fault, it's all my fault
I should have never let it get to me
But it's all good now, cause you're gone

And all I got is all these wasted hours
And all I have to give is these dead flowers
But that's OK I'll be alright, yeah I'll be good
And all I got is all these wasted hours
And all I have to give is some dead flowers
But that's OK, I'm not the one, the one for you

Getting over my illusion of what I thought was pain
Made me understand that it was all on me
And everything I held against you, every doubt that I made
Is a fragment of my own anxiety
After all this there is one thing that sticks in my mind
I am still very in love with you
Though it's too late to ask if we can try one more time
It's what you'd do in my own shoes
And it's all my fault, it's all my fault
I should have never let it get to me
And now I'm so alone, cause you're gone

And all I got is all these wasted hours
And all I have to give is these dead flowers
But that's OK, I'll be alright, yeah I'll be good (yeah I'll be good)
And all I got is all these wasted hours
And all I have to give is some dead flowers (oh)
I guess I'm not, I'm not the one, the one for you

It's all my fault, or is it not?
I need someone who can talk to me
Someone to lean on, because you're gone