Sum of None

I am the amalgamation of everything that's happened to me thus far
And I don't see how the fuck I'm to meant go far beyond
In all reality I'm kinda stuck here
Wallowing in my own regrets and fears
I'm honestly the same as every other year
Still I'm the same person I was

I never was going to thrive
I always was going to die
I was designed to question why
Was this designed this way
I am the sum of all my parts
Creation of the minds and hearts
I was destined to be something
When I was built from fucking nothing

How am I supposed to be
I could never really see
How I'm the sequel
I am the equal
I am the nothing you saw in me
I can't decide
I cannot lie
I'm gonna die
I was never alive
I'm gonna cry
I already died
And I fucking said goodbye

I never was going to thrive
I always was going to die
I was designed to question why
Was this designed this way
I am the sum of all my parts
Creation of the minds and hearts
I was destined to be something
When I was built from fucking nothing

Existentialism and fucking botulism
I'm impossible
I can't decide
Born into a crisis
How can I live like this?
Sink or swim and live or die
Look down upon me
Tell me what do you see?
I see a nothing that stares back at me
Shatter the mirror and squeeze out the glass
Watch as the blood drips down and wonder what's passed

I never was going to thrive
I always was going to die
I was designed to question why
Was this designed this way
I am the sum of all my parts
Creation of the minds and hearts
I was destined to be something
When I was built from fucking nothing



Credits
Writer(s): Tyler Smyth
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