How Do You Even Write Songs ?

Okay look!
Free-fall, bring it down with an imagery
You tell your story; maybe our flight is in symmetry
Channel counting entity from a member of the dream hub
Resonate rumbling of a tricky note that kind of beam up
From a sweet spot, like the first kiss, a bit flawed
Euphoric inability, trapped in a heart's nod
The beat got the same structure; some of them just fill it better
I do try to play it cooler, but replay captures a blooper
Adjacent doorways like rooms in an apartment
Always being welcomed like a cat in my pavement
Pot luck, speaking volume, being numb and on the run
Happy expression gathering some decorum
Or maybe a street where I halt just to dance in glee
By the fence your pheromones staring right at me
The monopoly of emotions, like a mime in delivery
Periphery narrowing the will to clean the fallacy

You see that...?
It's just that...
It comes in ways
Where it seems like
It's so much and so many

I raincheck my record, feel lost but I'm smitten
Crumble in jiffy but folds up for a pattern
Refine, refrain, the rhymes, in fain
I lay awake what do I play
Pretend I prefer flames to the vapor
But to write a song I shall go with the latter
Refine, refrain, the rhymes, in fain
I lay awake, what do I play

Free-shot, blow it off the terrace, now you watch it
Strings down, lost and found, flamboyant credit
Ignorant just to end up with the guilt puffing
Apology on a mirage merely it do mean nothing
Momentary withdrawal, dripping by the walls you built
Simmer down the whisper what if I hear whatever you felt
Honorary vision gullible to a creator in need
Commotion for validation, on the noose, they can barely breathe
A cursed tantrum, they need hate to show love
A sanatorium, won't recover, been enough
Retrograde from a garden to be a flower by your grave
In an inanimate night will you swing by the 'Sextape'
Unmatched frequencies, nothing on the radio
Parallel conversations came in quick like a cameo
Foment my mind like an overdrawn thought
I lose sight of my prime guess that's how I evolve

I raincheck my record, feel lost but I'm smitten
Crumble in jiffy but folds up for a pattern
Refine, refrain, the rhymes, in fain
I lay awake, what do I play
Pretend I prefer flames to the vapor
But to write a song I shall go with the latter
Refine, refrain, the rhymes, in fain
I lay awake, what do I play
I raincheck my record, feel lost but I'm smitten
Crumble in jiffy but folds up for a pattern
Refine, refrain, the rhymes, in fain
I lay awake, what do I play
Pretend I prefer flames to the vapor
But to write a song I shall go with the latter
Refine, refrain, the rhymes, in fain
I lay awake, what do I play

Yeah, Idk