I Actually Died
Wait... I don't understand
Was this all part of the plan
Running down, last lap
Head down, I collapsed
I can't believe that I lapped
But I guess it's fine
Because I realized how much time had actually passed in my life
Yeah, I actually died
I couldn't tell you how much pain I was in
I couldn't remember when my life actually began
I remember runnin'
Jumped up said I was fine
Said I wanted to continue
But everyone knew it was a lie
He said I was done I couldn't go on
Blacked out before I even stepped foot in the parking lot
Sophomore year
Everything was alright
Til accidents started happening left and right
Thought it was a sign
Thought it was pain I was meant to be in
Hell my hand was even pierced by a fence
I was perplexed
I couldn't tell you how much pain I've been in
Back to the start
Back when I had a broken heart
Found true love again
At least I thought
Then the day I went down she didn't even care enough to step out
Step off of the track
She kept going on
Without even looking back
I guess I knew then
That it was a test
Same person told me the reason I was revived
Was because God wasn't done with me
And I was meant to live
I was meant to go on
But how could I go on knowing that for the last 9 minutes and 57 seconds I didn't exist
That I was just a memory inside of everyone's head
Maybe everyone thought I was better off dead
But then again
A number of people were telling me that they were glad I was here in the end
That I was the reason that so many people were pushing harder to be where they are so it wouldn't sense
Yeah and my mom...
yeah she was hurt
Even my dad
They both felt like they lost a part of themselves
Ended up telling me that it wasn't just me that was hurt
Signed some papers...
That said they were done
Life support was up...
What have they done
I guess it was good that I woke up
Just in time
Both of them above me
Yeah I know they still loved me...
Yeah I know they still love me...
Standing on the other side, I'm by myself
Missing you, realizing that my tears won't help
Always depressed, who saw the best in me
Now that I'm gone, I Rest In Peace
My life flashed before my eyes
I'm wishing for one last time
I never saw my demise
Yeah, I actually died
Was this all part of the plan
Running down, last lap
Head down, I collapsed
I can't believe that I lapped
But I guess it's fine
Because I realized how much time had actually passed in my life
Yeah, I actually died
I couldn't tell you how much pain I was in
I couldn't remember when my life actually began
I remember runnin'
Jumped up said I was fine
Said I wanted to continue
But everyone knew it was a lie
He said I was done I couldn't go on
Blacked out before I even stepped foot in the parking lot
Sophomore year
Everything was alright
Til accidents started happening left and right
Thought it was a sign
Thought it was pain I was meant to be in
Hell my hand was even pierced by a fence
I was perplexed
I couldn't tell you how much pain I've been in
Back to the start
Back when I had a broken heart
Found true love again
At least I thought
Then the day I went down she didn't even care enough to step out
Step off of the track
She kept going on
Without even looking back
I guess I knew then
That it was a test
Same person told me the reason I was revived
Was because God wasn't done with me
And I was meant to live
I was meant to go on
But how could I go on knowing that for the last 9 minutes and 57 seconds I didn't exist
That I was just a memory inside of everyone's head
Maybe everyone thought I was better off dead
But then again
A number of people were telling me that they were glad I was here in the end
That I was the reason that so many people were pushing harder to be where they are so it wouldn't sense
Yeah and my mom...
yeah she was hurt
Even my dad
They both felt like they lost a part of themselves
Ended up telling me that it wasn't just me that was hurt
Signed some papers...
That said they were done
Life support was up...
What have they done
I guess it was good that I woke up
Just in time
Both of them above me
Yeah I know they still loved me...
Yeah I know they still love me...
Standing on the other side, I'm by myself
Missing you, realizing that my tears won't help
Always depressed, who saw the best in me
Now that I'm gone, I Rest In Peace
My life flashed before my eyes
I'm wishing for one last time
I never saw my demise
Yeah, I actually died
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Writer(s): Cory Breiding
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