Message to Myself

I can't even speak my truth
Cause' I ain't got no trust in others
Loyal to my self
Not to many I call my brothers
I don't deserve this pain
So why the fuck I gotta suffer
Got a life to rearrange
But what's a life without no color
Say I been going through some thangs yeah
Got decisions I need to make yeah
Just remember that it's yo' life
You in charge so do it right
So when you fightin' through the night
Spread yo' wings and show yo' light

And just remember you got it
Without no gun in yo' pocket
Strongest weapon yo' knowledge
And don't forget to stay modest
I'm entangled like August
Chase yo' dreams cause they watchin'
By yo' side cause they profit
But imma do as I promised
Cause it don't phase me
Shoutout my mama
She the one callin me baby
And I can't change
Cause that's how my mama raised me
But I can't trip when niggas do it
Switch on me you must be stupid
In other words you must be clueless
Cause I know
All that God got in store for this one right here
Steady steppin'
God is the only man that I fear
Wake up in the morning
Knowin' I got one life to live
Yeah yeah

I can't even speak my truth
Cause' I ain't got no trust in others
Loyal to my self
Not too many I call my brothers
I don't deserve this pain
So why the fuck I gotta suffer
Got a life to rearrange
But what's a life without no color
Say I been going through some thangs yeah
Got decisions I need to make yeah
Just remember that it's yo' life
You in charge so do it right
So when you fightin' through the night
Spread yo' wings and show yo' light

And keep yo head up
When shit start gettin' tough
My angels fightin' these demons
And they ain't fed up
I Give my all
And they act like I ain't done enough
Oh I thought you said sumn'
We slidin' if the feds come
Cold cold winters
Hittin' low low degrees
Runnin' hoppin' fences
Tryna hide from police
Things change and people change
I guess that's coo
They gone start showin' love
Once they see I'm the truth
I'm either right or wrong
At the end of the day
So I'm gone do what I'm gone do
Fuck what the haters gone say
Cause I can never take that letter
We know come after K
And if I want this shit right now
Then why the fuck should I wait

I can't even speak my truth
Cause' I ain't got no trust in others
Loyal to my self
Not to many I call my brothers
I don't deserve this pain
So why the fuck I gotta suffer
Got a life to rearrange
But what's a life without no color
Say I been going through some thangs yeah
Got decisions I need to make yeah
Just remember that it's yo' life
You in charge so do it right
So when you fightin' through the night
Spread yo' wings and show yo' light



Credits
Writer(s): Brandon Williams
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