Another White Cup Song

Jus in case I never get the chance to see you again...
You should know I love you more than words can say...
And even if you never think about me again
I'll still think about you every single day...

Might fucc around and OD tonight how I'm feeling
Know the codeine
Got a hold of me and
Right about now I can't feel shit
Might crash the whip
On some real shit
Still sippin
Doin 105 down 95
I jus touched down a couple months ago
Already thinkin fucc a 9 to 5
And I'm ridin high
I'm sittin low
My eyes low
I'm sippin slow
Jus spilled a 4 on these fazo's
Couple different hoes in the same phone
Rolled a couple woods out the same zone
Still smokin like a piss test
Wont set me bacc like six years
And I still cant sit still yet
I still remember you would picc up
Every single time i hit yo line
Okay I'm lyin
It wasn't every time
But like 5 times outta 9
And that shit still means the world to me
Shit
You still my girl to me
I can still see yo face perfectly
Even tho this medication hurtin me
Lets go bacc to like 2012 when we first met
I ain't fuccin up
You ain't hurt yet
I ain't drugged up
Mixin dirt in with this soda
Yeah I'm pourin up
I sip some
Til I feel numb
Can't feel none
Can I still come to you
When everything feel like its too much

Don't tell me nothin that you don't mean
She said "If you don't love me
Jus let go of me"
"If I'm not the one and only
Leave me by my lonely"
She fell in love wit the old me
Now she act like she don't know me...
Don't tell me nothin that you don't mean
She said "If you don't love me
Jus let go of me"
"If I'm not the one and only
Leave me by my lonely"
She fell in love wit the old me
Now she act like she don't know me...

Don't wake me up
This dream too vivid
Eyes wide shut
I'm tryna live it
Long as I can
Voice in my head
"Fight this feelin"
I ain't feel shit
Since like '09
'Cobi pour mine
When that whole pint was a gold mine
Catch me leanin
I can't hold mine
Off the shits
I lost my whole mind
Crashin out
Yeah I'm a wrecc
I'm spillin shit now
I'm a mess
Heart on my sleeve
Hole in my chest
It's hard to breathe now
We don't text
We barely talkin
I cant walk right
I have nightmares
It's a long night
Under blankets
Sweatin
Shivering
Comin down off that long flight
I cant blame this shit on jetlag
Trya get bacc to my getbacc
Fucc
Cant even think straight
Please
Don't look at me
Wait...
Don't...
Leave now
Not when I need you the most
Not when I'm seeing these ghosts
Writin on walls
And people been writin me off
Jus don't give up on me
If you do, I might too
I don't know what I might do
Jus fight for this and I'll fight too
Yeah it's been dark for so long
And I cant be but so strong
But when you held on for so long
I still need someone to hold onto
(Let it be you)

Don't tell me nothin that you don't mean
She said "If you don't love me
Jus let go of me"
"If I'm not the one and only
Leave me by my lonely"
She fell in love wit the old me
Now she act like she don't know me...
Don't tell me nothin that you don't mean
She said "If you don't love me
Jus let go of me"
"If I'm not the one and only
Leave me by my lonely"
She fell in love wit the old me
Now she act like she don't know me...