Barely Survive

We're putting on a disguise
To make you think that we thrive
But what I hide from your eyes
Is that I barely survive

Yeah when I'm sinking and I'm feeling alone
Myself I'm not together and I don't feel at home
I don't feel the emotions I suppress with a phone
I guess the body in the closet's gonna turn to some bones yeah
I lie here broken socials keep me awake (Awake)
And when I'm older I'll regret this mistake (Mistake)
Cause there is always something better to do
Than try to prove I'm not a shadow to you

We're putting on a disguise
To make you think that we thrive
But what I hide from your eyes
Is that I barely survive

I'm like a bear in a circus yeah
Writing letters to a furnace uh
Just a clown with two cents
Wish em on a well but it doesn't make your penny wise
Check the streams yeah they're all gone
You want a dream? This the wrong song
Still I'm wishing me well but it hurts like hell
When I wanna be somebody else

We're putting on a disguise
To make you think that we thrive
But what I hide from your eyes
Is that I barely survive

I barely survive
Oh
(Everyone yeah everyone yeah yeah)
Woah