My Bad Self

I wanna hide again
And be alone again
I wanna find a way to love myself

The picture of my mind
No colours there to find
I know that somewhere deep
There's something else

How do I fight myself?
My bad self?

Because of you I wake up in the middle of the night to make sure I'm alive
Whenever you creep in, you get under my skin and I close my eyes
Nobody knows I'm drowning, caving, why don't I love myself, I hate it
I wake up in the middle of the night 'cause of my own lies

All but a prodigy
Why won't you set me free?
I'm gonna spell it out from A to Z

You want me to feel blue
But I know what is true
I know that you are me but I'm not you

How do I fight myself?
My bad self?

Because of you I wake up in the middle of the night to make sure I'm alive
Whenever you creep in, you get under my skin and I close my eyes
Nobody knows I'm drowning, caving, why don't I love myself, I hate it
I wake up in the middle of the night 'cause of my own lies

I will always know my true self
Even though you played me once
Not gonna fool me twice
I'm so done with fighting with you

Because of you I wake up in the middle of the night to make sure I'm alive
Whenever you creep in, you get under my skin and I close my eyes
Nobody knows I'm drowning, caving, why don't I love myself, I hate it
I wake up in the middle of the night 'cause of my own lies



Credits
Writer(s): Kiesa Rae Ellestad, Vanja Vatle, Aleksander Mokleiv, Joel Runar
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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