Note to Self

I'm so sick of feeling this sick around all the things that you do
I'm beyond exhausted with the power I keep giving you
Over and over again, I keep pushing send
Calling while crying becoming a trend
Feeling like I'm about to break
cause I'm refused to bend

When did anxiety become a language that I speak?
I've been talking to love with so much negativity
We deserve better, we've been through too much together
Fuck a timeline that's too much pressure
Quality should have always been the measure

I'm so disappointed in who've become
Questioning and over thinking until I am numb
Letting depression consume me
Never letting love have a chance choose me

Oh I'm so done
Oh I'm done

Note to self
I'm so sorry
I've been throwing your chances to heal away

Note to self
Please forgive me
I've been allowing all my triggers to stay



Credits
Writer(s): Brisa Johnson Urdiales, Brisa Lauren
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