Hold That Thought

I heard you hate the way I act these days
I'm over it now
I am someone else
Without a dark cloud pulling me away from myself, yeah
I think it's funny how you say the same
You got a flip switch
You're impossible to deal with
You'll let me know if you hear this

Spare me the lecture
I'm already gone
You don't get the picture
I'll draw it on my own
I see the leaves around me changing
I can't say I blame them
I wrote down your name just to erase it

Glaze over my eyes
Wait for paint to dry
Never satisfied
Scrape then reapply

I'll let you in on a secret
You gotta float before you play in the deep end
Go on and give me a reason
No wait, hold that thought
I'm leaving
Cause I need a new escape
That doesn't suffocate
Twist every word I say
Or leaves me wondering what more you want from me
If that's all you have to say

Spare me the lecture
I'm already gone
You don't get the picture
I'll draw it on my own
I see the leaves around me changing
I can't say I blame them
I wrote down your name just to erase it

I think back, didn't have to let that happen
Talks cheap, it always has been
Still, letting go is a sad thing
Oh, I wish you could imagine
But I'm over it now
I am someone else
I don't need your dark cloud hanging around

Spare me the lecture
I'm already gone
You don't get the picture
I'll draw it on my own
Spare me the lecture
I'm already gone
You don't get the picture
I'll draw it on my own
I see the leaves around me changing
I can't say I blame them
When I wrote your name
When I wrote your name
I was already gone
You never got the picture

So bite your tongue
You've said enough
Excuses are useless
And I just can't do this