October Forever

I don't know if I can hold it together
My heart is turning cold with the weather, October forever
I'm over the terror, I'm part of it now
I don't know if I can make an exception
Even Michael wore a vacant expression, a face of deception
The hatred that crept in, I'm part of it now

I've been in the dark so long that I can't see light
I've committed sins so wrong that you can't make right
You're treading down a dark path
In fall weather
Flashlights glow but you don't feel better
Your blood flows but you still feel dead inside
Still feel dead inside

I don't know if I can make it to morning
I hear somebody break in the door in the basement I boarded
Their face is abhorrent, I'm frozen in place
But Laurie Strode would never lie down defenseless
I decide it's time to find my redemption but my eyes lamented
At my knife's reflection
There's a mask on my face

I've been in the dark so long that I can't see light
I've committed sins so wrong that you can't make right
You're treading down a dark path
In fall weather
Flashlights glow but you don't feel better
Your blood flows but you still feel dead inside
Still feel dead inside

It feels like I'm still in the dark
I never escaped
They ripped me apart
I became what I hate
I swear that the fear left me blind
And ridden with doubt
These terrors are mine
They live in me now

I don't know if I can hold it together
My heart is turning cold with the weather
October forever, I'm over the terror
I'm part of it now
I don't know if I can hold it together
My heart is turning cold with the weather
October forever, I'm over the terror
I'm part of it now

I've been in the dark so long that I can't see light
I've committed sins so wrong that you can't make right
You're treading down a dark path
In fall weather
Flashlights glow but you don't feel better
Your blood flows but you still feel dead inside

I don't know if I can hold it together
My heart is turning cold with the weather
October forever, I'm over the terror
I'm part of it now