I'm Only Me (When I'm Not Sober)

I just got home, it's 3 a.m.
I must confess for I have sinned, but
Tomorrow night I'ma do it again, again
I've been obsessed with stupid men
Little depressed, but then again
Maybe it's just 'cause I'm making bad decisions, 'cause

I'm only me when I'm not sober
And I've been drunk since last October
I take a walk out in the rain, the rain
But it just doesn't feel the same, the same, the same
I'm only me when I'm not sober
I'm blacked out when the party's over
I take a walk out in the rain, the rain
But it just doesn't numb the pain
I'm only me when I'm not sober
Mmm

I'm all alone, don't have no friends
I'm always home, but can't pay my rent
It ain't a joke 'cause I'm broke and I smoke but I'm tryna quit, quit
I got a problem and it ain't healthy
I call my momma, she tries to help me
But I don't care much about the consequences, 'cause

I'm only me when I'm not sober
And I've been drunk since last October
I take a walk out in the rain, the rain
But it just doesn't feel the same, the same, the same
I'm only me when I'm not sober
I'm blacked out when the party's over
I take a walk out in the rain, the rain
But it just doesn't numb the pain, oh

I fall asleep on a bed with no sheets, but
It's not a disease
It ain't addiction if I can kick it whenever I please
'Cause

I'm only me when I'm not sober
And I've been drunk since last October
I take a walk out in the rain, the rain
But it just doesn't feel the same, the same, the same
I'm only me when I'm not sober (no)
I'm blacked out when the party's over
I take a walk out in the rain, the rain
But it just doesn't numb the pain
I'm only me when I'm not sober
Mmm



Credits
Writer(s): Juan Carreno Ariza, Abigail Barlow
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