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It all hits when I walk out the door
That's when I realize I can't take it anymore
Of these thoughts going on in my head
Why do I make myself the target

I was just a placeholder
Someone who would come right over
Can't you call me while you're sober
Lose your balance and composure

I lay my head on my empty bed
Dream about the moment you left
Dream about the words you said
That damn night you left me in my head

I will give up when I'm not enough
Will you show up, Or will I call your bluff
Learn to let go, As I hit the floor
Lost my ego, Out the back door

It all hits when I walk out the door
That's when I realize I can't take it anymore
Of these thoughts going on in my head
Why do I make myself the target

I was just a placeholder
Someone who would come right over
Can't you call me while you're sober
Lose your balance and composure
I can't take this anymore
Find myself laying on the floor
All the drugs that I adore
My problems I can't ignore

Feel something that I regret
Memories I want to forget
Thoughts of you run through my head
Of the day that we first met

It all hits when I walk out the door
That's when I realize I can't take it anymore
Of these thoughts going on in my head
Why do I make myself the target

I was just a placeholder
Someone who would come right over
Can't you call me while you're sober
Lose your balance and composure

It all hits when I walk out the door
That's when I realize I can't take it anymore
Of these thoughts going on in my head
Why do I make myself the target

I was just a placeholder
Someone who would come right over
Can't you call me while you're sober
Lose your balance and composure



Credits
Writer(s): Gustavo Gonzalez
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