Lysa's Diary

I loved you too much
More than I loved myself
I waited too long
But you needed someone else

Do you still remember me?
We was only 17
How can you forget 'bout me?
I wrote you a melody
Do you still remember me?
You told me you'd never leave
I've been saving memories
Just incase I get to see
Your face again

Look what you made me be?
Love is no good for me
Given you all of me
What else you want from me?

Do you still think of me?
Do you still remember me?
Do you still think of me?
Do you still? Do you still?

I was first in love with this boy when I was 17 years old
And that age is young as fuck
But I knew he ain't the one, I don't even like myself back then
Nor do I even love myself back then
And the thing is with this- that relationship was
It brought me to a toxic position
It brought me to feeling these moods and emotions
I didn't think were possible

Love is fucking crazy but that's alright
I learn, I grew up. That's a part, that's a beautiful part of adulting
I strengthened my weaknesses, I was able to bring, I was able to bring
Inner peace with myself and meditate. Meditation is like my best friend
I talked to God and the universe too
The universe be bringing me signals and signs I ain't even paying attention to
Compared to now. Life, life's crazy



Credits
Writer(s): Enyinnaya Madubuike
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