Always

Yeah i'll always be there
Even when you feel like I really don't care
I'm not the best at showing but I promise that I do
No matter what happens, I care about you
We're running round in a loop
Anything i say, you think it's not true
This shit that I'm saying, this the first you're hearing
But believe me, it's not new
I just hide my feelings cause I'm scared of being open
So i lay in bed at night and I'm really just hoping
Hope it works out but I know that it won't
Because there's a side of me that I will never be showing
I can't bring myself to just start a chat
I'm feeling paranoid like I look behind my back
I'm wasting a chance that maybe could work
But i won't take the jump cause it doesn't work like that

I will always fall for you
Even when I'm feeling blue
But you'll never notice me
That's just how it'll always be
Happiness will never start
Unless you are in my heart
I will never be enough
To be with you, my love

I'm always gonna be like this
You would never say it but I know you don't like it
But I already know, you don't have to hide it
I've done so many wrongs that could never be righted
And as I write this
There's a blunt in my hand, I'm about to light it
Smoke the pain away cause I can't fight it
This is what I do when you're places I'm not invited
Cause it happens frequently
Everybody's thinking if only we could see
I only wish that people think of me
Every once in a while so I'm not so lonely
Only wish you would phone me, I wish you knew me closely
It hurts so much, I keep the pain lowkey
I would never even think to show it
Not even remotely

I will always fall for you
Even when I'm feeling blue
But you'll never notice me
That's just how it'll always be
Happiness will never start
Unless you are in my heart
I will never be enough
To be with you, my love