Meek Inspired

Uh
Still peeking through the blinds just to see who killed
And now a days my mama asking me to pay the bills
And everyday I wake up dreamin' think 100 mill
Like I need a deal, Jesus take the wheel
And poppin' percs taking zans maybe benydryl
But life was never that rough so I just play and chill
And alcohol got different bottles on my window sill
And ain't no quitting still
Cause we in the field
And something I could feel
And emotions getting the best of me
All the time I'm thinking like God why is you testing me
Told me I'm just tryna help you out and build ya legacy
If you could get through this then I promise you'll know ya destiny
Answered back like damn I got it I know you helping me
Pushing me to be the greatest ever I'll accept it please
And dark times but I'm willing to walk
I could feel it and could see through the sparks
And every night that I dream my mind just starts to wonder
Asking me what keeping me going, I just call it hunger
Man it's so hard to survive dog we in that jungle
You could hear the rumble
And niggas is in trouble
And It was me Ro and James damn we could've died
Blood would be all on my hands I could hear the cries
And mommas at the funeral like I why I take that drive
And it wasn't even my fault but we was in my ride
And why we had to slide
Damn it wasn't right
And my life could've been over I'm so thankful God
I'm tryna put on for my team I could hear the screams
And crowd is cheering from the stands while they watch me lead
Hoodied up ready for war like Assassin's Creed
I put my sweat and tears into it I no longer bleed

And I just wanna rap forever you believe in me
I'm tryna follow down that path so believe it please
I'm like the neighborhood hero
Took my life across the water I was countin' euros no longer thinking zero
Just tryna gain momentum
And I'm the guardian angel they asking like who sent'em cause we gone go avenge him
I'm working like no other I just wanna make amends
You could be cool with the opps cause you could never trust ya friends
I mean loyalty is strong cause I can never trust again
I been stabbed up in the back and I just can't get cut again
So
Look
Tell me who you beefed with
Tell me when it's time to fight who you hit the streets with
When it was time to bust the glock who you gripped the heat with
I'm just tryna put you all on that game homie so peep this
Gravitate ya energy to something that's a memory of therapeutic synergy
Get money get out the hood no more misery
And when you doing better whether physically or mentally
I hope that you remember me