Pain

Pain
Who would take the blame
Of these broken legs
That never run again?
I can't run away

Wanna puke my bones (what?)
I cannot be tamed
I wanna feel some lye
Running through my veins
This is my fate

Lights still blind me
I can't see a thing
That can be lovely
Or that can be real

Act like I'm heartless
I am meant to that
Don't gaze into the abyss
You may fall apart

For all of my feelings now I cannot feel
Nothing seems real, I became a machine
And all of these voices inside of my head
Are telling me the rules that I should break

I'm not afraid, I just wanna be dead
I need some noise, but I cannot yell
And all of these voices inside of my head
Are screaming for me, are driving me insane

Lights still blind me
I can't see a thing
That can be lovely
Or that can be real

Act like I'm heartless
I am meant to that
Don't gaze into the abyss
You may fall apart

Hell
I wanna be scared
'Cause of all these pain
But I can't feel a thing
They love the hell we're in

I would run away
But they want to stay
My hands now are tied
And they keep my eyes blind

I wanna be flawless
I wanna be tireless
But perfection drives to madness
And I've lost myself in sadness

I just want some silence
Want my brain to be quiet
So I could fall asleep
And know what is to be
A normal human being

Lights still blind me
I can't see a thing
That can be lovely
Or that can be real

Act like I'm heartless
I am meant to that
Don't gaze into the abyss
You may fall apart

Pain
I will take the blame
For all the lives I've faked
The rock's rolled down again
I'll push it 'till the end

I'm what I have done
With all these broken bones
Yes, they have stabbed me
I'm the remains of what I've been